This is a good place to be, but I'm starting to look back at the dark time as good, too. While we were going through the experience, I read The God I Love by Joni Erickson Tada. She relates her own life, full of suffering, but full of joy that has come as a direct result of the faithfulness of God through that suffering. One line stands out as she relates her faith in the God who not only walked her through her suffering, but orchestrated it for her joy. She says that God does what he hates (allows our suffering) to accomplish what He loves (his glory and our joy). Strong words.
But I clung to those words as I walked through the valley, knowing that God wasn't wringing His hands in despair (as I was!). I was walking a bit of the Calvary road, and even though God did not delight in my suffering, He does delight in His children and in giving them fulness of joy, and in leading them to deeper fellowship with Christ as they walk the road Christ walked.
So in His kind providence, God has taken me out of that place of suffering, but I am only at the beginning of learning from that experience. It is morning, and joy has come, but the weeping still lingers, at times the breathing still comes in ragged puffs. But I anticipate the Breath of Life continuing His resuscitating efforts in the future as I look back on His faithfulness to me in my suffering, and as I look back to His faithfulness to all His people throughout all generations. How great is our God.